Today I did things that I don't really like to do. Firstly, I went to town on a SATURDAY. Second, I went to drink. Third, I didn't go home for the last bus. I don't know who am I now. I cannot feel any happiness in myself. I'm getting so sick of life.. This blog is just my emo thoughts and how sucky my life is. I need a boyfriend, I need company, I need money. Sometimes people don't treat me like human, they treat me like fuck. They take me for granted. They think that I don't have feelings. I wish I was a robot too. I wish I am dead.